The latest Peom.....

two versions

The Original ....

Wedge Through the Heart

With each minute that passes by,
My heart aches, I finally see how far a wedge has been driven.
Its been pounded all but 2 strikes from going all the way through this heart.
As the clock struck midnight. The wedge has cut too deep to heal.
Our hearts are no longer bonding, the last piece hit hard with a hammer
This heart is now fully in two. Yet once again something all too familiar.
Its time to shut the doors and put up the walls again and not let anyone through.
This heart can’t take it anymore not for a while.

by Crystal

Wedge through the heart

With each minute that passes by,
My heart aches; I finally see how far a wedge has been driven.
It has been pounded all but 2 strikes from going all the way through this heart.
As the clock struck midnight. The wedge has cut too deep to heal.
Our hearts are no longer bonding, the last piece hit hard with a hammer
This heart is now fully in two. Yet again it’s something all too familiar.
Don’t tell me things you don’t mean. I don’t want to hear them if they aren’t meant.
Mine are straight from this shattered heart.
It tells me it’s time to shut the doors and put up the walls again and not let anyone through.
This heart can’t take it anymore, not for a while.

Broken Hearts Day

So Broken Hearts Day turned out to be pretty good. My Friends took care of me and made me feel special. They know who they are names dont need to be named. Its been a great weekend. had a blast... Mom, dad, and april came up yesturday too and we went out and a bout... and then i spent the evening at a party with the boys

Saturday night

Well spent Friday night and Saturday here at the apartment.. it wasnt bad just not used to spending weekend nights alone anymore... its just weird i have enjoyed the quietness of it and its given me time to think about some things and crank out some more poems... i think im gonna type them up here shortly and may post some down the road... what do yall think? do u wanna see my poems?

The past few days

had a root canal last thursday it was a pain LOL... Spend thursday night with mom and april at the hotel... and then Friday they left... i was sposed to meet up with candi, but went and played Disk Golf with Ryan... and had a blast. Then met up with Candi and went to the breakfast club with her and Jamie... and stayed in Uptown Charlotte... and we had some snow... and then Saturday ended up going with the guys to Nolans and drinking, playin pool, and having fun there... and Crashed on the cot... and came on sunday. Classes were canceled today i cleaned the house... and then went and hung out with the guys again tonight....


Still not really sure on the whole Justin situation tho.. dont know whats going on there...


But here is the thing i found this on status shuffle but added the last part to it .........
Sometimes I just need a shoulder to cuddle up on, a pair of arms to wrap around me so I can close my eyes and pretend for a moment that everything is fine... thats the feeling i get when i get a hugs... all i want to say is Thanks for the many hugs i have gotten ...

Thats why i love gettin hugs from the guys

Fun Times

Friday night was great had a party here at the Apartment Hosted by me and Jess... had a great time with Friends.

This week has been going ok Monday night i did have an issue with my Hip causing all sorts of back issues but thanks to Jess's help we got it takin care of....

Classes are ok so far... there are a few issues at hand requarding a certain someone we will name Blue Panther. Well Blue Panther seems to be having issues becuase ive started inviting guy friends to party.. well little does he know ive be partying with him since he was gone.. and well Panther also needs to realize that we dont have a name for what is between us... is it friends? is it more than friends. Its driving me nuts... he needs to get over it...

then Bring in my other friend we will call DD to protect names... he and I have been flirting off and on at the party and earlier today whiles playing games. There seems to be something between us but im not sure what.

Then there is Statue... He aint right... But god love the boy!

there there is also my GBF. He has been there for me when i need him. and seems we spend way to much time together when we finish eachother sentences or can tell what we are thinking.... but Its No Harm he is my best Friend....

If it wasnt for friends it seems i would be lost here lately... They have my heart. and my back at the same time. and Take good care of me...

Thursday Mom and April are comin up and i have a root canal

Wednesday 1/20/10

Well this morning fricken SUCKED!!!!!!!!!! I made my usual 3 cups of coffee and had them in my travel mug ready to go... got on the city bus... and all my coffee spilled UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH Just Great!!! Luckily i had a can of NOS and also when i got to campus a good friend of mine went and got me breakfast and a cup of coffee. Awwww


First class was good...

waitin on my second class now...

Good news on the Little Texas Front! They are finally out of the montage record label crap...and we should have new music soon...

Bad news is the concert that was lookin nice for April 17th i wanted to try to get tooo... I have the Plant Sale that weekend here on Campus.

New Time and Name for Charlottes Nationwide May Race

New name, start time for May Charlotte race: In response to fan requests for an afternoon NASCAR Nationwide Series race, Charlotte Motor Speedway's TECH-NET Auto Service 300 Powered by CARQUEST Auto Parts will start at 2:30 p.m. on Saturday, May 29. In addition to the start-time change, the race's name will be different in 2010 as well. Formerly the CARQUEST Auto Parts 300, the TECH-NET Auto Service 300 will promote CARQUEST's TECH NET Professional Auto Service program.(Charlotte Motor Speedway PR)(1-18-2010)


Who's Bright idear was this Stuff.. DONT THEY KNOW ITS HOTTER THAN HELL IN CHARLOTTE IN MAY!!! I like the Charlotte night races damn it...